Hi my name is Cristian

I like waking up early
But when I open up my eyes it takes me way too long to get out bed

I am literally color blind
Yet my favorite color is red
I think...

Sometimes I struggle with depression
But luckily I am really really strong
Oh and I also lift weights

Whenever I have seen a scary movie
I still check for monsters under my bed

But I always forget they are mainly in my closet
And in my head
Together with my demons
Who sometimes find their way to my heart

But I lock them into towers until they turn into birds
and learn to build bridges between them

I am a photographer and a hopeless romantic
And there are days that I struggle how society looks at me
Because it doesn't see me that way

I overthink everything I do
Even overthinking...
Or why I put my socks in the fridge
and if I can achieve everything I want in life before I die

Or that birds don't need bridges
Because they can fly wherever the hell they want

Yes I am flawed
Yes I am flawed
Yes I am flawed

I've made some incredible mistakes
And repeat them at least three times
But I have forgiven myself for that

And at 39 years of age
I have finally learned to love myself

Hi my name is Cristian
And as you can see I am a work in progress...

There are days that I talk to god

And I say to him
Life doesn't come with an instruction manual
But I am doing the best I can

And when he replies
He tells me that heaven is not only a place you go when you die
but also every day on earth and right now

I just need to believe and follow my heart
And when I do
He leaves feathers of angels in my footsteps